no approaches ... I will start the program again from the 1st March until 31 March .
This time I want to do it at 9 A.M. in the morning everyday for 30 days. In this program I had only a maximum of 5 days when I actually got up at exactly 9 o'clock. I am not happy with that .
miercuri, 25 februarie 2015
Day 33
Speed dating ... I know I am getting lazy and I half assed the program . On 1 March I will start the program again.
Great day anyway ... .I walked in rain and didn't gave up until I find where the speed dating location was and I was on time too.
The girls weren't that interesting but one particular girl striked me as wierd because she touched my hair and was very into me from body language but not verbally .... she wanted to exchange facebooks but not talk to each other for 3 weeks because she believes in destiny and she thinks we will meet again in these 3 weeks .
Later that night I added her on facebook , she accepted immediately and then liked a lot of my photos in a row ... I told her she really wants to see me if she click like on that many photos ... she send a bunch of messages ... she said let's wait another week and then we talk again if we don't see each other.
Pros : I went out , persisted on rain and found the location ... approached a lot of girl on the bus back and forth again ... I still have emotion but it's starting to get better ... I still get rejected a lot of the busses.
Things I could have done better : be more sexual at speed dating when talking to girls ... say stupid shit , be more relaxed .
One girl was very sarcastic but I didn't realized that until later . She said she loves her cat and nothing else ... I should have said that I also have turtles and I love them , whenever I get bored I masturbate and cum on my turtles ... they love it so much.
Great day anyway ... .I walked in rain and didn't gave up until I find where the speed dating location was and I was on time too.
The girls weren't that interesting but one particular girl striked me as wierd because she touched my hair and was very into me from body language but not verbally .... she wanted to exchange facebooks but not talk to each other for 3 weeks because she believes in destiny and she thinks we will meet again in these 3 weeks .
Later that night I added her on facebook , she accepted immediately and then liked a lot of my photos in a row ... I told her she really wants to see me if she click like on that many photos ... she send a bunch of messages ... she said let's wait another week and then we talk again if we don't see each other.
Pros : I went out , persisted on rain and found the location ... approached a lot of girl on the bus back and forth again ... I still have emotion but it's starting to get better ... I still get rejected a lot of the busses.
Things I could have done better : be more sexual at speed dating when talking to girls ... say stupid shit , be more relaxed .
One girl was very sarcastic but I didn't realized that until later . She said she loves her cat and nothing else ... I should have said that I also have turtles and I love them , whenever I get bored I masturbate and cum on my turtles ... they love it so much.
sâmbătă, 21 februarie 2015
Day 29 - 30
Pros : I approached the situations I wouldn't have done in the past : on the bus , I went to a bunch of girls in a row and said "hey " , I got a negative reaction on two of them and on the third girl I got a positive one although she saw me getting rejected by the other two . I am proud of that , I finally did it , I've never done that in a bus . It was fine and I will have to keep doing it.
Although I was blow out a lot and I didn't get a single number , I still did it . Just like Todd from RSD says : " Be glad that life is hard and you did anyway , those are the best moments " - those are the moments that will lead you to succes , not when life is easy .
I've done a shit load of approaches . I worked on my voice , I stopped two girls from behind with the new method (shoulder tap) .
Cons : I didn't actually had fun that much ... a lot of girls wanted to give me facebook instead of their number , I got bored of it , fuck that facebook shit .
Things to do next time :
No more asking for the number at all , I forgot to do the thing when I get closer to them after she smiles but stays in the interaction ... I will do that and keep doing it until she leaves. Fuck the number , either I get an instant date or nothing .
Keep working on the voice ....
I will try some new hard pickup lines , maybe I will have fun this way.
Fuck it ... tomorow I will go to the mall ... there are only hoties there ... see what their reaction are.
Although I was blow out a lot and I didn't get a single number , I still did it . Just like Todd from RSD says : " Be glad that life is hard and you did anyway , those are the best moments " - those are the moments that will lead you to succes , not when life is easy .
I've done a shit load of approaches . I worked on my voice , I stopped two girls from behind with the new method (shoulder tap) .
Cons : I didn't actually had fun that much ... a lot of girls wanted to give me facebook instead of their number , I got bored of it , fuck that facebook shit .
Things to do next time :
No more asking for the number at all , I forgot to do the thing when I get closer to them after she smiles but stays in the interaction ... I will do that and keep doing it until she leaves. Fuck the number , either I get an instant date or nothing .
Keep working on the voice ....
I will try some new hard pickup lines , maybe I will have fun this way.
Fuck it ... tomorow I will go to the mall ... there are only hoties there ... see what their reaction are.
joi, 19 februarie 2015
Day 27 28
Day 27 - nada
Day 28 - I made a lot of approaches at the mall ... and I realized how easy it is now ... In the past I thought it was very hard to approach in front of the mall , in the mall or if I was doing it I felt the pressure from the outside , people looking at me , etc .
Now I realize that there are a lot hot girls here , much hotter than on the campus ... I would do approaches at the mall again .
Sometimes when I don't see the progress ... it's still there but it's small , harder to see.
Day 28 - I made a lot of approaches at the mall ... and I realized how easy it is now ... In the past I thought it was very hard to approach in front of the mall , in the mall or if I was doing it I felt the pressure from the outside , people looking at me , etc .
Now I realize that there are a lot hot girls here , much hotter than on the campus ... I would do approaches at the mall again .
Sometimes when I don't see the progress ... it's still there but it's small , harder to see.
miercuri, 18 februarie 2015
Day 26
My first date from tinder ... she was kind of fat , but she was an interesting girl .
She caracterized my personality from the phone because she study criminology and then changed her ideas when she saw me life .
What strikes my mind is on the phone I don't seem that confident and I hesitate from time to time ... I need to have a lot of phone conversations with new chicks ... especially if I talk about kinky shit.
She said on the phone that I want to look free spirited but I am not ...
The good points from the date was the fact that I did told her for the first time that I am not looking for anything serious . I want to do at least 5 experiments like that , tell 5 different girls at first date that I am not looking for anything serious.
I also told her about exchanging orgasm ... but because she was not that atractive it didn't come across as genuine . More of a fake.
She caracterized my personality from the phone because she study criminology and then changed her ideas when she saw me life .
What strikes my mind is on the phone I don't seem that confident and I hesitate from time to time ... I need to have a lot of phone conversations with new chicks ... especially if I talk about kinky shit.
She said on the phone that I want to look free spirited but I am not ...
The good points from the date was the fact that I did told her for the first time that I am not looking for anything serious . I want to do at least 5 experiments like that , tell 5 different girls at first date that I am not looking for anything serious.
I also told her about exchanging orgasm ... but because she was not that atractive it didn't come across as genuine . More of a fake.
Day 25 of the program
A lot of approaches , a lot of quick rejections also.
I have to do all the approaches on the bus next time ... I feel like a lot of the times I miss on this oportunities because in my mind I am thinking : " if a girl rejects me ... then all the people from the bus will see ... and I will have to go the next girl " - I still give a fuck what people think in this situation , it's just stupid I know.
I did only a couple of approaches with the new stopping techniques , I have to do more .
Also work on the voice again
I have to do all the approaches on the bus next time ... I feel like a lot of the times I miss on this oportunities because in my mind I am thinking : " if a girl rejects me ... then all the people from the bus will see ... and I will have to go the next girl " - I still give a fuck what people think in this situation , it's just stupid I know.
I did only a couple of approaches with the new stopping techniques , I have to do more .
Also work on the voice again
duminică, 15 februarie 2015
Day 23 24
On day 23 I did a couple of approaches at night .... I went out around 8 o'clock on valentine's day but there was almost nobody on the street ... lesson learned , don't do approaches at those hours at night on the streets , it's not worth it.
Day 24 : no approaches , I had that high expectations that I will meet with that girl who was DTF and we established to meet today to do all kinds of stuff .... and of course she bailed without saying anything ... no asnwer to text messages , no answering to the phone .... and again the universe is showing me that whenever I have high expectations , nothing happens .
I have to be indifferent all the time , I repeated that same mistake again.
On Day 25 I will wake up at 9 o'clock again and do approaches in the morning , untill 28 february ... fuck this shit , I am getting lazy again whenever I have a jump of a few days worth of working .... I have to deal with these emotions and become neutral to them.
Sticking to a program for a big number of days it's much much harder than people think ... I dare everybody to do something everyday for at least 30 days to see how fucking hard it is .... god damn it.
Day 24 : no approaches , I had that high expectations that I will meet with that girl who was DTF and we established to meet today to do all kinds of stuff .... and of course she bailed without saying anything ... no asnwer to text messages , no answering to the phone .... and again the universe is showing me that whenever I have high expectations , nothing happens .
I have to be indifferent all the time , I repeated that same mistake again.
On Day 25 I will wake up at 9 o'clock again and do approaches in the morning , untill 28 february ... fuck this shit , I am getting lazy again whenever I have a jump of a few days worth of working .... I have to deal with these emotions and become neutral to them.
Sticking to a program for a big number of days it's much much harder than people think ... I dare everybody to do something everyday for at least 30 days to see how fucking hard it is .... god damn it.
vineri, 13 februarie 2015
Day 22
Woke up in the morning , recharged my phone a little and went out to do the approaches ... a lot of rejections , like 95 % of the time but I wasn't pissed this time I was happy ... and I did a lot of approaches in situations that I would have let it go in the past ... it's starting to become a habbit to approach girls in harder situations too.
When I was waiting in the station for the package I tried to approach all of them and some old dude was looking at me constantly without saying anything ... and I kept repeating myself : " don't give a fuck, just do it... just do it .... just do it .. " - I was still a bit nervous but I am confident that if I keep doing it in situations like that it will become second nature.
had two longer interactions but the girls didn't wanted to give the number at all ... only facebook.
The old pattern again ... I just hate when girls want to give only facebook , it's so lame.
When I was waiting in the station for the package I tried to approach all of them and some old dude was looking at me constantly without saying anything ... and I kept repeating myself : " don't give a fuck, just do it... just do it .... just do it .. " - I was still a bit nervous but I am confident that if I keep doing it in situations like that it will become second nature.
had two longer interactions but the girls didn't wanted to give the number at all ... only facebook.
The old pattern again ... I just hate when girls want to give only facebook , it's so lame.
Day 20 and 21
No approaches these 2 days ... home all day trying to make online poker to become normal again ... I finally had a normal sesion on day 21 .
Also on day 20 I got so pissed and stressed because absolutely nothing was working ... that I played some flash games online and wasted time a lot.
I also watched some porn and masturbated ... the major stress reliever for me.
Then I realized that I have to learn how to handle this negative emotions somehow in a different way because there will always be a very bad day.
When everything is neutral on the day or is running good ... I don't feel the need to play games or watch porn ... only when everything is very bad.
Tomorow I will approach in the morning ... I want to continue this program and finish it... I'm not quitting.
Also on day 20 I got so pissed and stressed because absolutely nothing was working ... that I played some flash games online and wasted time a lot.
I also watched some porn and masturbated ... the major stress reliever for me.
Then I realized that I have to learn how to handle this negative emotions somehow in a different way because there will always be a very bad day.
When everything is neutral on the day or is running good ... I don't feel the need to play games or watch porn ... only when everything is very bad.
Tomorow I will approach in the morning ... I want to continue this program and finish it... I'm not quitting.
marți, 10 februarie 2015
Day 19
Bad day : a lot of interactions and long conversations but not even a single number and I got shit tested a lot ... I think I failed them on every interaction or I don't know
Although I talked with a lot of single girls ... not even one of them responded positively to the ideea of valentine's day ... they prefered to be single or going out with their female friends ... that's just so fucked up and doesn't make any sense at all.
Although I talked with a lot of single girls ... not even one of them responded positively to the ideea of valentine's day ... they prefered to be single or going out with their female friends ... that's just so fucked up and doesn't make any sense at all.
luni, 9 februarie 2015
Day 18 of the program nigga
I've took the number of a unique girl in my opinion ... she told me that she had orgies and she was partying hard but then she converted to that wierd religion that I don't know how you guys called it in english ... so she could wash her sins :))) .
I have a date with her tomorow and she imagine that she can convert me too because I told her I really want to try an orgy but she advises me not to :)))
I want to see if I can bring back her good memories of hard fucking or try and make her horny ... so she can forget about her new religion ... that doesn't make any sense any way.
I have a date with her tomorow and she imagine that she can convert me too because I told her I really want to try an orgy but she advises me not to :)))
I want to see if I can bring back her good memories of hard fucking or try and make her horny ... so she can forget about her new religion ... that doesn't make any sense any way.
Day 17
my online poker game is running very very badly , so I decided to stay home and study more and analyze more hands and play more hours ... it was a bad ideea and it didn't helped much . Oh well ... back on normal program from day 23 . I watched that movie from RSD on how to stop moving sets and I can modify some things ... I was already stopping them most of the time but I found new things.
vineri, 6 februarie 2015
Day 16
for the first time in the station that I waited for my usual package on friday , the girls responded well and I took two numbers , I cannot believe my eyes. It was so refreshing and got me wondering that I should work on my negative beliefs more and try to think positive on any environment.
I really need to work on my inner game and focus on positive emotions a lot because I tend to be pesimistic ... even after I had a great day before or entered god more ... the next day I am back to zero , the emotional meter starts from "neutral" position and it goes down usually if I don't get active or procrastinate.
I had this problem all my life and I struggle with it everyday ... I don't know if it will become an automated process or a habbit but I have to continue ... focusing on positive emotions is always better than vice versa.
I really need to work on my inner game and focus on positive emotions a lot because I tend to be pesimistic ... even after I had a great day before or entered god more ... the next day I am back to zero , the emotional meter starts from "neutral" position and it goes down usually if I don't get active or procrastinate.
I had this problem all my life and I struggle with it everyday ... I don't know if it will become an automated process or a habbit but I have to continue ... focusing on positive emotions is always better than vice versa.
joi, 5 februarie 2015
Day 14
I went with a friend out and I've done a lot of approaches , around 50 , it was a lot of short interactions because I didn't wanted to make my friend wait for me too much.
It was still a lot of fun and I hit on every hot girl I saw with a lot of spontaneity ... I was actually happy about it .
The sad part is that my friend didn't wanted to approach at least one girl , even though he was having fun too :(
I'll come home with a sword one day and chop off his head for that ....
Just kidding ... or not ???
It was still a lot of fun and I hit on every hot girl I saw with a lot of spontaneity ... I was actually happy about it .
The sad part is that my friend didn't wanted to approach at least one girl , even though he was having fun too :(
I'll come home with a sword one day and chop off his head for that ....
Just kidding ... or not ???
Day 13
No approaches today ... because when I wanted to go out a hot chick with a boyfriend send me a message : " Can I sleep at your place tonight ? " out of the blue .... and I was like wtf ?
Long story , one of the interesting moments when you approach daily is when you get unexpected moments like that.
I took her facebook when I approached her on a bus , not even her number because she had a boyfriend and I didn't cared so much about her.
After that she started messaging me first and when she found out that I am a psychologist she wanted to confess and get advice regarding her relantionship... now I know when you start doing that it usually means you can get friendzoned but I didn't care so I started giving it to her for free and I wasn't flirting with her either ...
The funny part is I was totally honest , her boyfriend was absent lately and I told her to get rid of him because he doesn't " love " her anymore ... she didn't liked that advice and one day she texted me this.
I laughed my ass off when she said that she found about a scratch on his penis and she doesn't remember where does it come from ... I told her to not worry because her boyfriend was curious and forced a cat to blow him :))
So anyway , she came to my place and at first I thought I need to find out what does she really want from me but she seemed really open and I went for the kiss ... from that moment it looked like her boyfriend didn't even existed anymore ... She has an athletic body , great ass.
She is only 17 but she fucked more than 12 guys.
The sad part is that she told me she only does blowjobs to her boyfriend :(
We still fucked .... I had problems with the second number regarding getting it up , I get it up I fuck her a little in a position then when I change the position it goes down .... sucks balls.
The new part is when I saw how great her ass is and I decided to try and see how it is to lick her ass.
So I went for it and it was interesting, she liked it and I got hard instantly ... guess my penis and my mind agrees with licking ass ... now all that is left is to put nutella on a girl's butthole and lick it all , just like Vitaly did :))) .
At the end she said she doesn't feel guilty for cheating on her boyfriend.
Long story , one of the interesting moments when you approach daily is when you get unexpected moments like that.
I took her facebook when I approached her on a bus , not even her number because she had a boyfriend and I didn't cared so much about her.
After that she started messaging me first and when she found out that I am a psychologist she wanted to confess and get advice regarding her relantionship... now I know when you start doing that it usually means you can get friendzoned but I didn't care so I started giving it to her for free and I wasn't flirting with her either ...
The funny part is I was totally honest , her boyfriend was absent lately and I told her to get rid of him because he doesn't " love " her anymore ... she didn't liked that advice and one day she texted me this.
I laughed my ass off when she said that she found about a scratch on his penis and she doesn't remember where does it come from ... I told her to not worry because her boyfriend was curious and forced a cat to blow him :))
So anyway , she came to my place and at first I thought I need to find out what does she really want from me but she seemed really open and I went for the kiss ... from that moment it looked like her boyfriend didn't even existed anymore ... She has an athletic body , great ass.
She is only 17 but she fucked more than 12 guys.
The sad part is that she told me she only does blowjobs to her boyfriend :(
We still fucked .... I had problems with the second number regarding getting it up , I get it up I fuck her a little in a position then when I change the position it goes down .... sucks balls.
The new part is when I saw how great her ass is and I decided to try and see how it is to lick her ass.
So I went for it and it was interesting, she liked it and I got hard instantly ... guess my penis and my mind agrees with licking ass ... now all that is left is to put nutella on a girl's butthole and lick it all , just like Vitaly did :))) .
At the end she said she doesn't feel guilty for cheating on her boyfriend.
luni, 2 februarie 2015
Day 12
I listen to a clip regarding mastering tonality ... and I went out with the advices and a new opener from Alan : " Hey , I find you attractive and I am absolutely sure that I don't want to be your platonic friend " - something like that with particular variations from girl to girl
I got rejected a lot in a row , very short rejections and almost no interactions .
I was a bit disapointed because I went out with some high expectations that at least one girl from 30 approaches will react positive to this approach.
Oh well , I realized again now that whenever I go out enthusiastically and with expectations it will be a bad session of approaches.
Pros : I went out and I've done my mission.
Cons: I missed some approaches at the beggining on the bus , I could have approached them but I made the usual excuses like she is not that hot , bla bla bla ... and they were standing close to me too.
Things to do :
1.) when the girl says she has a boyfriend but still stays in the interaction , take a step closer to her and start polarising , talk dirty , say stupid shit and see what happens.
2.) when a girl still stays in the interaction and the interaction is booring or useless , start the song " Pharrel Williams - Happy " and dance
All of this conclusions are without listening to recordings ...
I got rejected a lot in a row , very short rejections and almost no interactions .
I was a bit disapointed because I went out with some high expectations that at least one girl from 30 approaches will react positive to this approach.
Oh well , I realized again now that whenever I go out enthusiastically and with expectations it will be a bad session of approaches.
Pros : I went out and I've done my mission.
Cons: I missed some approaches at the beggining on the bus , I could have approached them but I made the usual excuses like she is not that hot , bla bla bla ... and they were standing close to me too.
Things to do :
1.) when the girl says she has a boyfriend but still stays in the interaction , take a step closer to her and start polarising , talk dirty , say stupid shit and see what happens.
2.) when a girl still stays in the interaction and the interaction is booring or useless , start the song " Pharrel Williams - Happy " and dance
All of this conclusions are without listening to recordings ...
duminică, 1 februarie 2015
Day 11
I compensated for yesterday and done around 40 approaches at the first hour ... a lot of rejections and got only one number but I had a lot of fun anyway ...
I told a girl : if we were the last two people standing on earth we would do it here and now but we aren't so let's go back to my place - wierd pickup line used from the internet :D
I told a girl : if we were the last two people standing on earth we would do it here and now but we aren't so let's go back to my place - wierd pickup line used from the internet :D
Day 10 for yesterday
Sorry dudes ... yesterday I had to stay home all day to clean the fucking house and do some sesion reviews in poker besides playing it ... but I still texted a shit ton of girls and established with one to see my apartment ... she also seems down besides the fact that she has a boyfriend.
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