Day 33

Speed dating ... I know I am getting lazy and I half assed the program . On 1 March I will start the program again.

Great day anyway ... .I walked in rain and didn't gave up until I find where the speed dating location was and I was on time too.

The girls weren't that interesting but one particular girl striked me as wierd because she touched my hair and was very into me from body language but not verbally .... she wanted to exchange facebooks but not talk to each other for 3 weeks because she believes in destiny and she thinks we will meet again in these 3 weeks .

Later that night I added her on facebook , she accepted immediately and then liked a lot of my photos in a row ... I told her she really wants to see me if she click like on that many photos ... she send a bunch of messages  ... she said let's wait another week and then we talk again if we don't see each other.

Pros : I went out , persisted on rain and found the location ... approached a lot of girl on the bus back and forth again ... I still have emotion but it's starting to get better ... I still get rejected a lot of the busses.

Things I could have done better : be more sexual at speed dating when talking to girls ... say stupid shit , be more relaxed .
One girl was very sarcastic but I didn't realized that until later . She said she loves her cat and nothing else ... I should have said that I also have turtles and I love them , whenever I get bored I masturbate and cum on my turtles ... they love it so much.