On day 23 I did a couple of approaches at night .... I went out around 8 o'clock on valentine's day but there was almost nobody on the street ... lesson learned , don't do approaches at those hours at night on the streets , it's not worth it.
Day 24 : no approaches , I had that high expectations that I will meet with that girl who was DTF and we established to meet today to do all kinds of stuff .... and of course she bailed without saying anything ... no asnwer to text messages , no answering to the phone .... and again the universe is showing me that whenever I have high expectations , nothing happens .
I have to be indifferent all the time , I repeated that same mistake again.
On Day 25 I will wake up at 9 o'clock again and do approaches in the morning , untill 28 february ... fuck this shit , I am getting lazy again whenever I have a jump of a few days worth of working .... I have to deal with these emotions and become neutral to them.
Sticking to a program for a big number of days it's much much harder than people think ... I dare everybody to do something everyday for at least 30 days to see how fucking hard it is .... god damn it.
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